introduction.

Why, hello there!

I've set up this second blog to (hopefully) follow me along my weight loss journey. I'm going to be as honest as I can comfortably be on here and use it as an aid to encourage myself.

So, I recently got quite a gutting diagnosis. It affects my life and what will happen with it but most of all, it's primarily caused by my weight, or the excess of it! Which is Utterly heartbreaking. I've done the upset part, I've cried many tears and been angry but now it's time to DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! As of yet, I'm not going to document my weight on here as I just don't feel comfy doing that (yet). But I will tell you this-I reckon I've got a good 5/6 stone to loose before I'm healthy. That is a lot. It's overwhelming & scary, but everyone's gotta start somewhere, right?

The reason why I've started this now is that I've hit an all time low. I feel like shit. I don't want to be the size I am and I'm miserable. Every aspect of my life is suffering as a result of my size, or the way I feel about my size. And something has got to change. Me. I have to change. And I'm not going to fanny around, I'm going to do it. I've already been practicing yoga since January and I've completely fallen in love with it so I'm going to continue doing that once a week, with my wonderful instructor Tina. I've also been given the opportunity to sample a Bootcamp. Just that word fills be with dread! I'm trying it on Wednesday (ill let you know what happens!) and it's 0610-0700 on Monday, Wednesdays & Fridays. Eeeeeek. It comes with personal trainer advice, nutrition plan and lots more so I'm going to give it a go! I'm going to try and document my progress on here.

I don't really have a goal or target weight but I would like to eventually be a size 14. That would be a dream. (I am a long way from this though!!!) I also have a wedding to go to in October and would like to be happier with size then as be confident to wear a nice outfit. So no particular target but I need to loose a lot and work bloody Hard to get there!!!!

So wish me luck and let's do this!

Cornish Beauty.